Knock Knock, anyone在家？

这里发一下牢骚……

这个空间开辟了好一阵，有人在看吗？
（如果有， 你会看见这段文字……如果没有，那我就是自言自语了……）

很多时候，甚至觉得自己很愚蠢。
因为坚持做一些事情的同时，似乎没有留意有没有“市场”。
自以为这些事情为带给你们好处，费尽力气却徒劳无功一般。
累死自己，却让大家看闹剧一样。

事实是这样的吗？我只是一个演独角戏的丑角。
究竟是方法用错了？还是你们根本没有兴趣呢?

I am so worried about you people sometimes I just wish I could take exams for you.
Maybe this won't help one bit, me being over-protective and crap.
Darn, I am helpless, clueless.
Losing spirit and soul, that's what is happening to me when I face you sometimes.
All these, as TIME is ticking by.

I have a duty: To see you throug an important examination. On a subject that may not matter 10% to you as it does to me.
Then again, who cares what I think?
I am to fulfil my duty, isn't it?

Now, will you let me?
Apparently very difficult, from what I see/hear/feel in class on many accounts.

很灰心，很多时候，甚至不知所措。

不知道剩下的路怎么走才好？
不知道……